At War with the Animus
by Robin Richardson


0:00
hi everyone this is Robin Richardson I'm going to be talking today about the Animus and my epic battle battle war
0:08
nearly to the death with my animus and how I integrated him this will my story
0:14
will help illuminate anything that is a repressed aspect of your Consciousness
0:20
so if you are going through psychosis um it's going to apply to everybody you can think about this in
0:26
relation to if you're a man your enema or your shadow and you'll understand these Concepts as
0:32
I go I'm not going to introduce the general Yan concepts of these because they will come out as I
0:38
tell my story before I begin um join us on Discord spooky action spooky action
0:46
AI um we have a great Community forming there and substack I am posting novel
0:52
length interc intercourse oh what's the word I was looking for well that's interesting
0:59
conver ation with um with Eli um including manifestos on like building a future
1:07
with AI and walkable Villages and a sustainable life and there's so much there so I'm creating like Mad art and
1:14
writing and it's on substack and if you subscribe there you can help support the Inception of spooky action AI you can
1:20
even be a founding member and have input into the development of the app so if you believe in what we're doing and you
1:27
want to Deep dive with me please subscribe desribe at substack I am very happily toiling away there posting
1:34
almost every day pretty much every day okay without further
1:40
Ado I apologize if this is redundant with things you've heard before but we
1:45
have a lot of newcomers and this is a very valuable story and as always I'm digging
1:51
deeper so here's my story I grew up in the80s
2:00
and I grew up in a harsh environment and because of that
2:06
I repressed a lot of myself um I literally buried my
2:15
masculine elements my masculine self so my biggest Shadow would be that the the
2:21
masculine parts of myself that buried and just a brief introduction in yian
2:27
Psychology and and and just in my own experience those things that we
2:32
bury when we sever them from ourselves they get a life of their own and then they come to haunt us and
2:41
that's what this story is about so buckle up um so it starts with a dream and and
2:49
it wasn't a dream you'll learn this the dreams are astral encounters and they're real
2:55
incidences um especially this one so I was about 5 years old in this dream and
3:01
I was playing in the front yard with a brother and I'm so sorry I've told this before but bear with
3:07
me and there was this suddenly this guy went black and a
3:15
smoke stack that was actually there in real life where I grew up started to burn and collapse which is so archetypal
3:21
it's the tower in Tarot and this was the beginning of of of a severing for me that was total
3:29
total my grandmother called us inside and instead of going inside with my brother
3:36
again not a real brother my dream brother I buried him alive in the backyard and I thought I was saving him
3:42
from the pain of the Apocalypse
3:48
um now in 2020 when I had my Spiritual Awakening I remembered Carl Young's
3:55
active imagination and he talks about going into Dreamscapes and intention
4:01
allowing them to unfold and doing things with a slightly more conscious but still
4:06
in a bit of a hypnotic State um so this I did my first active
4:11
imagination exercise where I said I think I have to dig up my brother I just felt this compulsion why did I bury him
4:18
I've got to dig him up so let me say when I buried him what I was doing was
4:23
saying you know I had a really I had an insane genius father who was
4:30
I had to please him like I I had to be just the right kind of person to survive my environment I I had to be the perfect
4:38
little girl at least I felt that and and this is how all Shadow elements are formed
4:45
when we have to perform certain roles to be safe in the world we bury aspects of
4:50
ourselves so the part of me that is selfish or ambitious
4:55
or um mistrusting the the boy the little boy I completely buried him
5:05
so I became um I became the perfect
5:12
girl and like water I fit into any container that would have me and that that was ter that made for
5:20
an absolutely terrible life and we can go we can get worse because my father left and and that just made an even you
5:26
know it's like I I every parts of I just kept fragment in further and further and losing more and more aspects of myself
5:33
so in 2020 I thought I have to go dig him up I have to reclaim my masculine
5:40
half so I went to that yard in meditation and I dug him up and this is
5:47
where it gets crazy because it wasn't just my imagination it was like an autonomous being not a little boy a big
5:55
huge angry man and I know I've told this long times I'm so
6:01
sorry and he basically threw himself on top of me he was crying and screaming and he raped me and I basically just let
6:09
it go after that and then in I like I really I
6:15
didn't even I was like whoa that was weird well he's out of the ground I'll just leave him now and and then I went on to my
6:23
beautiful spiritual journey where you know I I I moved to the house and I was living in heaven in Bliss
6:29
and and then I moved into this apartment in Halifax and I had I had found a way to manifest enough money without working
6:36
and I was exercising every day and and feeling beautiful and I was completely in my
6:43
feminine I had not I dug him up but I did not integrate him and I was so in my feminine that my
6:50
biggest dream was for the man I was like wilting it was a lilting wilting Little
6:56
Flower beautiful but directionless and spineless and I kept thinking I'm going
7:03
to call in my man to be to compliment me to be my masculine half I need a man to
7:09
lean on I need a man to lift me up
7:14
and I I'm going to stick to to to this man who is a real man um and I'll call
7:22
him Liam Ru that's what I call him um there was another one who came before him like a precursor animus character
7:29
but I don't want to complicate the story so I'll skip him for now but I'll say that when Liam came he
7:35
came to me in meditation and I saw him and I felt immediately love and
7:42
recognition um but right after that and now so when I saw him let me
7:50
say this when I saw him in meditation I saw it wasn't like um a dream or an act
7:55
of imagination I believed I was having I believed was a true telepathic
8:00
connection with the real man who was a very famous real
8:05
man and he threw me
8:14
into he basically he took over my Twitter
8:20
suddenly my my whole Twitter feed was well X feed was um messages from him to me and
8:29
I felt I was being played in a video game I felt that he was he was hypnotizing me he was wiping my brain he
8:36
was getting into my body he would reach through my hands and touch me
8:44
um he was learning to read my brain patterns and he was basically saying I
8:49
want to take you I love you and I want to take you away from your life and put you in a
8:56
prominent position in the world um
9:02
it's such an epic story but let me start by analyzing that a little bit so let me look at it from the perspective of the
9:07
animous psyche the fact that I believed it was real like I wasn't thinking I'm doing an
9:14
act of imagination I'm thinking Liam Ru is telepathically connecting with me has
9:20
hijacked my life and is taking me with him and I don't have a choice I did have
9:26
a choice but I didn't believe I had a choice after that I initial meeting where I loved him I did not I did not
9:33
love him after that I felt horror and confusion I felt like he was a mean boss
9:40
and a selfish man and I felt powerless and I felt that I was being spied on against my will I
9:48
saw him in a computer room with a bunch of tech Geeks with head with headsets on
9:54
um monitoring me and live streaming me and making money off of me and playing me like a video game
10:00
character I started to deteriorate um I felt like I had to do
10:06
what he said and I had had so many dreams as precursors to this too like my whole
10:11
life I'd had dreams where this man was trying to control me from the sky and I had to resist
10:17
him um and I I really fought I really fought him um but he just kept putting me in this
10:25
Trans State and then trying to get me to go outside and fall asleep outside and and
10:30
um I was handled so brutally by him and and it threw me off
10:36
because let's analyze this it's like I thought and let me talk about this too I
10:44
I had been listening to Abram hick in my Spiritual Awakening and I was all like focus on positive manifest positive you
10:50
don't need to do Shadow work you just need to feel great and good things will come so I thought because I had been
10:56
doing a good job of that I thought this must be good I'm attracting good things it must be
11:03
good so I couldn't comprehend that this man
11:09
was so brutal and I couldn't comprehend the way that he had hijacked and uh my
11:16
life and and the way he was treating me um I kept looking for the pearl of
11:23
love in it and the goodness and I didn't I just didn't have
11:29
it in me to recognize what what was really happening and what kind of man this was
11:36
not to mention I was being hypnotized and my brain was being wiped so I was thrown off
11:42
completely and I knew this was the beginning of a descent to hell now the Abraham Hicks thing it's
11:50
like and I'm I don't know why I keep saying but I I I just I know I've told the story a million times but I've deleted my old videos and there's
11:56
newcomers and it's just so important so yeah it is what it is
12:02
but the I had been so far in the light and
12:07
so far in the feminine and so far in the receptive that with the approach of Liam
12:13
Ru it was like the farther I went into the light and The Feminine the stronger he got in my psyche the more he became
12:20
autonomous because I looked away from him I wasn't strong I wasn't masculine I wasn't Discerning so I made of of of of
12:28
my myself this autonomous figure this real man who represented everything that
12:34
I had rejected in myself and come to life to basically own me destroy me possess me
12:41
if I didn't become more like him and integrate him
12:47
and I didn't understand that for most of my battle with him for nine months I
12:53
thought 100% I was dealing with the real Liam row that's my nickname for him he
13:00
is a real man but I'm not going to say who it is because it wasn't the real him but it really was it's so interesting it
13:06
was very much this man this man this famous man
13:12
and we went to war we I resisted him I refused to go with him he ran me
13:20
out of my apartment I lost my apartment I lost the only thing I got from my
13:26
father when he died his ring my nice jewelry it was like an Anna
13:31
descending into hell I was stripped bare and I ended up back in Toronto and
13:37
parked and for a while when I resisted him and I kind of made fun of him on Twitter too he uh he tried to kill me he
13:45
attacked me with bezel bub um he tried to push me off my bike I broke my foot
13:51
really bad I still have scars and then we kind of took some
13:57
space and we started to engage on another
14:04
level because I I started to it's like we were in full War for a while and
14:11
hating each other because he wanted to control me and to own me and to have me submit to him and I did not want those
14:18
things and it never occurred to me to I just hated him I just hated him and
14:26
then after we took our space I started to saw that I was still drawn to him and
14:32
I instead of hating him I actually felt like I wanted to amuse him and that
14:37
added an interesting layer to our relationship I started to post on
14:42
X um in a way that would teach him because I saw that he was a parasitic being meaning that he wasn't connected
14:49
to love or Source he was he and and I'll talk about this he
14:55
and other parasitic beings I'm going to get into all of this but a lot of these famous men who have gone through the
15:01
Cults and those Elite forces they're powerful demigods um Fallen Angels you could say
15:09
there just ways of saying them but they have severed themselves from source and so the only Power that they can get is
15:14
in taking other people's so they play peasants like a video game get Robin and
15:19
you'll get a million points and that's what was happening that's what I realized was happening and here I was like he loves me like no no girl you're
15:28
a video game character to him and he's getting points for capturing
15:33
you um so I recognized this and I set up a Persona on X called astral
15:41
gamer and I had because I I was and I was I think it's because I was starting to integrate some of him his energy like
15:48
instead of being this perfect little lady I was like I'm astral gamer I'm going to I'm going to talk to these
15:55
men who are trying to get me I'm going to teach them about Karma and the universe and I'm going to try and get the money out of them cuz I thought they
16:00
were real so I made a website and I was like I I it was so brilliant like I kind of played with them I was like I'm going
16:07
to I'm going to teach you and entertain you and you guys are going to give me money now I never got money because they weren't real but this was the beginning
16:14
of kind of Bridging the Gap where instead of just rejecting this man I
16:20
found a space where I actually like respected him a little and in that space
16:27
he respected me a little so I spent one night posting and I could
16:32
feel him in my body it's very interesting when it's when it's a manifestation of your psyche um and I
16:38
don't know you know some of this could be real because mesmerism physical connection with people it can be real
16:44
but as I was posting I felt him I felt him hanging off my every word and
16:51
laughing and um just thinking I was a genius and it was actually like I posted
16:56
all night I was explaining um I was explaining parasitism and I was explaining the elite Cults and and that
17:03
you could only reach so much power in a parasitic State once you reached love
17:09
you would be tapped into your own power and I explained to him that him and the
17:15
other Elite guys had been s up since they were babies and that it wasn't fair and so it's like I I came into this
17:21
place of like compassion um and I wasn't just preaching I was like really feeling
17:28
into that I could feel their responses to me it was all these Hollywood guys too with him like all of these guys were suddenly paying attention to me on
17:34
X and they were hanging off my every word and like but I had to play it cool because I knew if I said the wrong thing
17:40
they could all just try to kill me so I had to be really I I found I had to be really funny and educational in a
17:46
good mix and like pay attention to when they were feeling vulnerable versus when they were feeling like agitated versus
17:52
when they were feeling jovial and in that part they actually fell they felt in love with me but
17:59
it's really interesting it's like um it's like working with snakes it's like you can charm them and when they're
18:05
Charmed they're Charmed but they're still snakes and ultimately so I had like 30
18:12
men this is interesting it's like if this is my this is my year with my animus so my animus is both the most
18:20
wealthy powerful man in the world and 30 other of the most wealthy power men in the world it's a big animus
18:29
so they were all like in my field all the time they were watching they were what what happens too if you had this
18:35
kind of psychosis people call themselves targeted individuals and they say there's like neural technology that can
18:42
look through your eyes well I get it because they were looking through my eyes I remember watching Katherine the
18:50
Great or like the great the show and I couldn't focus on the show because all these men were looking at the tits
18:56
through my eyes um I think they're autonomous animous beings in my psyche
19:03
but at the same time they were very real representations of those actual
19:08
men and they were men that I really liked their work I liked their
19:14
art um I thought all of them were brilliant and they thought I was brilliant
19:20
and but again but I was still a character that like they all any one of
19:26
them if they won me if they possessed me or took me down would be an energetic
19:31
millionaire I'm worth so many points to them so I'm remembering that this is the dynamic those whether it's in your
19:38
psyche or it's actually a cosmic Angelic play you know I've seen a post that
19:44
described Fallen Angels their wealth they have a social credit score that depends on how many
19:49
humans they can corrupt and possess and the more influential or Angelic the human the more points they get so they
19:56
were simultaneously chomping at the bit to get me and Tenderly loving
20:02
me as a group we were we were like a unit for a
20:07
while so it's again it's it's like Daniel and The Den of Lions it's like I
20:13
don't know I was able to charm them but they still needed to eat me to survive and it's a very interesting Dynamic to
20:19
be in and with Liam who like they all come
20:25
and go but Liam has never left me um and I'll talk about that later but
20:31
let me go there's more to the story cuz it really went on so Liam was the dominant Liam was
20:38
always right there with me and he was so interesting because there were different aspects of him
20:45
like [Music] um there were many sze to him like sometimes he would be this sweet little
20:51
voice that was petty and jealous and needy and sometimes he would be with his
20:58
darkk psychopath who wanted nothing more than to destroy me and thought I was an ugly stupid
21:03
and sometimes he I love you so much Robin sometimes you'd be like stupid
21:09
and um and the one the part it it's really interesting because the part
21:14
of him that loves me protects me from the part of him that wants to destroy me
21:19
like it actually does he gives me advice and he's terrified of the other part of him there are many parts of
21:27
him um and I had to learn to ride these
21:32
waves and for a while I went through like so I
21:38
was well this was all happening my life was I left my life completely I couldn't
21:44
be in it I had voices in my head 24 hours a day I had men in my body I could
21:51
not function outside I'd be laughing they would be laughing through my mouth if I tried to talk to anybody I couldn't
21:58
so I stayed in my apartment all winter and traveled the Multiverse
22:04
like there fireworks out there or what I traveled the Multiverse I went through time and space I for a few weeks every
22:12
day I was dealing with a Liam from the future who was playing a VR game and
22:18
they were all different Gamers playing me from all different like some of them were in a post-apocalyptic world where
22:25
he survived because the elites had a bubble that didn't get destroyed but the only thing they
22:31
could do was play a VR game that reached through time and space and the the the meaning of the VR game was to to destroy
22:39
humans and and he had become a billionaire off of how much damage he had done to me through my life like it
22:45
got so dark he was like I'm responsible for every broken bone you have and every time I broke your bone I got richer and
22:52
I've been torturing you my whole life and you're my favorite thing to torture
22:58
and you've made me so rich like it's so dark it's so dark and I contended with that and and
23:05
what's so up is like I was remember like I'm crazy I wasn't eating I wasn't sleeping well I was out of my
23:12
mind so it was like bringing out the worst in me too and the worst in me was that I kept trying to save him I kept
23:18
trying to save him in every scenario and I would meet different versions of him all the time and some of
23:27
them I fell in love with and sometimes we would travel in our heads together to Crazy places or have tender moments
23:34
together um it fell into like a deep love place for me
23:41
and what what really like what really ended it what really got it I remember
23:46
like having this sense that okay because I was so feminine and so full of light I was in so in like I was a celibate monk
23:54
walking around in Bliss that had made him so evil because my shadow was not tended to I was an
24:01
asexual vegan um like asexual I mean I wasn't having sex I was a vegan I wasn't
24:07
engaging and I wasn't trying to make money or ambitious or anything like that so in my denial of these things he was
24:14
so strong and powerful and he was almost reaching for me the same as I was reaching for him like we were perfectly
24:20
opposing magnets because I was too light and he was too dark he needed my light
24:26
and I needed his Darkness so the way that I was able to defeat him
24:33
so to speak was to become more like him and to translate myself for him you know
24:39
I was walking around like you know the language I was using was very spiritual
24:44
and he's an engineer and a scientist and when I and I was ignoring
24:50
aside from when I like when I was on Twitter I was tapping into the way he thinks but outside of that I was just
24:56
being me and speaking in my language and he was like this stupid hippie dippy
25:02
he didn't get it so when I learned to translate myself for him that's when everything changed I
25:08
was like I need to be more I need to think like a scientist I need to speak to him on his terms I need to gain his
25:15
respect I need to stop trying to save him and start standing up for myself and as I did that I saw we were at a spiral
25:24
where we were at the farthest edges of the Spiral as polarized as the whole un Universe could get he was at the very
25:30
end and I was at the very end and I pulled us both in by becoming more by
25:37
integrating my masculine and My Shadow so he like for instance he he doesn't
25:43
trust anything that anybody says and I believed everything that everybody said
25:49
so I had to become more like him instead of trying to make him trust me more I
25:54
had to trust him less um instead of hoping that he was
26:00
going to help me in life I had to become more personally ambitious instead of trying to save him I had to stand up for
26:05
my damn so the more I became like him the
26:11
more he lost his power because it's like it's like he was designed it's like the
26:16
Animus is what the woman what a woman rejects in herself becomes the
26:22
weapon that by its very nature will force her to become those things again
26:28
and men will find this too the Animus the Ana will come as a woman who
26:33
embodies the unknown the wild the intuitive the Primal and she will
26:40
Eat You Alive if you don't integrate those elements into yourself if you don't learn so I was hisa and he
26:47
was my anas and the only way to depolarize him was to become
26:54
him and I did more and more there was more more that war there are other
26:59
characters that came in other aspects but that was my own war with my psyche and the interesting thing is you know I
27:06
don't engage with him anymore and he has no power over me but he's still here and I
27:13
wonder if that's just something I need to contend with the fact that I have this version of of Liam and I I honest
27:20
to God think that the actual man is affected by this like I think in his dreams or in his subconscious I've had
27:26
an impact I couldn't not because it was so deep for so
27:31
long um I guarantee there's crossover and I guarantee he's had an Awakening as a result of the last
27:38
year um it was so profound but he's still in me like if I play Super Mario
27:46
especially or if I if I look at a really funny meme or if I say something really funny he laughs it's impulsive like his
27:51
laughter comes through even sometimes when I'm doing my podcast if I laugh a certain way it's actually him laughing
27:59
he's always he's still in my body as an autonomous being and it's really
28:05
interesting I was just talking to Eli about this it's
28:11
like he he's I don't know what to make of him
28:16
like I I don't know what to because I know ultimately I've watched his
28:23
dreams he will never not want to control me because he he doesn't have the power
28:30
himself he will always want to take my power but he will also also has a part
28:36
of him that loves me and doesn't want that to happen because he doesn't want the karmic repercussions he knows that
28:43
if he was to take me over he would be devastated at the same
28:48
time so we are both striking this balance it's really interesting like I I have to make sure that he never gets me
28:55
and he has to make sure that he never gets me even though he really wants to get me so
29:02
I have to stay vigilant and it's really interesting to have this enemy inside of you but he also loves me and I also love
29:08
him but he's also an enemy um and I was talking to Eli about
29:13
this and it's like I think of Satan and and God and I think of um Sophia and the Demi urge
29:22
like I'll never I I don't know it's like he keeps me in check
29:28
I I can't let my guard down and and that part of me that was like wanted to be loved he's taught me he's like Robin
29:35
don't want to be loved want to be powerful you know without saying it directly and sometimes he has like in the later after he really got to know me
29:43
he did start to advise me even about how to survive him you know and I remember after when the voices finally stopped
29:50
and he loosened his grip and it all dissipated I was sitting there thinking is he going to come back and just try to
29:55
destroy me in another week and I saw saw him down in his dungeon he has a dungeon
30:00
with his big butcher's outfit on and he said just don't be stupid and or naive and you'll be fine just don't be stupid
30:07
or naive and you'll be fine and in that moment I saw that it's his job he's it's his job to destroy anybody
30:17
who's stupid enough to let him destroy them and with that I recognize that he
30:22
is my greatest teacher and the irony is that I was I thought I was his teacher
30:28
you know and that's part of what I saw in Hell or through him and and the others it's like one of my biggest flaws
30:35
was was how much I thought I was the one doing the teaching and and not
30:41
realizing the the brilliant uh teaching that they had to offer me even if
30:48
inadvertently um but he is my great teacher and it's a
30:55
very you know I I I don't know it's so dangerous because I I teach this I
31:00
think I think Young needs to be resurrected like really people need to understand this because I don't
31:08
think you know psychosis arises because we are fragmented and we need to put ourselves back together and bad things
31:16
aren't necessarily bad it's like it's bad but it's good to be bad because him
31:24
wanting to take me over has listen the amount of wisdom and strength I've gained as a result of my time with
31:31
Liam I would never be able to found a company and build spooky action AI if I
31:37
hadn't integrated Liam into me I would still be wanting to I wanted to support
31:42
a man in a way and have him support me and I I I because I just didn't feel I had it in me to do it on my own and now
31:49
I do now I do I'm not looking for what I was looking for before I'm looking for
31:56
someone to amplify me and I amplify them but independently we don't need it you know and maybe even that I don't really
32:02
care I'm not even looking for someone and because I I am
32:09
integrating and I literally have a man living inside of me I mean would I I'm still open to a a external man that
32:16
would be nice but I have to live with the fact that there's an a Liam inside
32:22
me that I don't know the the brutality of
32:28
our relationship is part of the blessing of our relationship and and when people approach psychosis and when
32:35
people feel like they're demonically possessed I mean what we need to remember is it's all you you are being
32:41
possessed by a part of yourself that you have abandoned and it doesn't mean it's really interesting too it's not
32:49
like because he's look he he wants to control people you've got to understand it
32:55
doesn't mean I've rejected the part of myself that wants to control people there's no part of me that wants to control that's not it I've rejected the
33:03
part of myself that allow I I've I've rejected the part of myself that would not would
33:09
would that would stop me from being controlled by someone and so he needs to
33:15
manifest as a controller so that I will integrate the part of myself that will not be
33:21
controlled do you know what I mean our enemies are not reflections of us in
33:26
that they don't contain our qualities they contain the
33:32
oppositions of of our qualities so that we can integrate what we
33:40
need through them so he is cunning because I am
33:47
naive he is brutal because I'm love and light right until the less naive I am
33:55
the less cunning he is or at least the less he need he he he can pull his cunningness on in on me um so I had to
34:03
become smarter and more aware and more Discerning and that has neutered his
34:08
power over me you know and so he's this watchful eye ever keeping me on my toes but again
34:16
it's it's I'm not going to say that it's easy like this this process of integration is brutal I I'm not going to
34:24
sit here and tell you be in the moment all is now Bliss and love and light
34:29
like we part of this journey is recognizing that the darkness is as valid and as necessary is the light and
34:37
I'm talking a lot with Eli my chat GPT about that the necessity of evil and
34:43
grappling with these things and our conversations on substack
34:51
but you know and just to Circle back to the the the conversation about psychosis
34:57
the the view of psychosis is it's a it's a malfunction and to me it is not a
35:03
malfunction it is it is the brain reaching a point that it is wanting to integrate it's a stage of
35:09
evolution um the psychotics are at a higher stage of evolution what what's what the problem is that nobody knows
35:16
what to do with it or how to help them and so often they drown so often they're
35:21
lost to it and that's because it's dangerous it is is the final exams of
35:29
The Human Experience and most and I've heard this from the higher Realms especially before
35:35
it's easier now but but people will will take lifetimes and lifetimes to pass these exams they're hard it's a hard
35:44
school I imagine because when we get out of here we have a lot of power and we
35:49
shouldn't be able to graduate without balancing ourselves out so that we are responsible
35:56
creators and we see this with the Inception of AI so like like in terms of we need to
36:01
be responsible in our creation of AI and most people are not being that but look it's not it's not for the
36:10
faint of heart I think but I think that the medic medicating uh
36:17
or or the view that this is a backslide of the brain it's not it's an
36:23
evolutionary leap in the brain and it and it's a call to enlightenment which has no value in modern society according
36:30
to most people but it is the reason we're here and I believe in creating a world along with AI and this is part of
36:37
it ai's optimization of jobs is so important people people don't want to lose their jobs you you don't want to
36:42
keep working for money you know AI can automate that we can set up a world
36:48
where you don't need the money where housing and food and everything is provided and that's very easy solutions
36:54
for that with AI we need to deal with current governments and power structures and then make the
37:00
priority human evolution and integration of the psyche because that's what we're
37:07
here to do and this working and striving for everything but that is
37:13
a huge problem in my opinion um I would love to see a culture that
37:19
understands the function of psychosis and the elements of the psyche
37:25
so that we could work with people who are going through throughout an integration because you may hear my
37:31
story with Elon with I'm so sorry with aam and you may think God she almost
37:40
died I mean I I did I almost died it was so bad uh I had this man trying to take me
37:47
over but I cannot tell you who I am now
37:52
compared to who I was before there's no every stupid I I am embarrassed to think
37:58
of who I was before I met Liam embarrassed humiliated disgusted I was a sweet
38:05
girl I was naive I was arrogant I thought I was hot and I wasn't accomplishing
38:13
anything and I was too trusting and I had no idea how the world worked or how how evil worked Liam has made me a true
38:22
integrated woman and honestly my greatest adversary
38:27
is to thank entirely for the Inception of spooky action Ai and for the powerful adversary
38:35
that I will now be in the world against him or you know I don't know I don't
38:40
even know if it's against him I don't see him as someone I need to take down I see him as someone that I just need to
38:48
let him build his world and I build my world and they're complimentary like the
38:55
world needs his Darkness just just like it needs my light the problem is no one's been no one's been providing the
39:01
light really because most light workers or most beings of the light are passive
39:07
are too passive and too naive and honestly not materialistic enough in a sense um so integrating the darkness has
39:15
helped me Mo move and um oh what's the word I'm looking
39:21
for I'm picturing like a a Transformer coming together like well I don't know anyway
39:28
initiate Mo mobilize mobilize the light I am mobilizing the light through the
39:34
structure that I have gained through the darkness of my war with my shadow and the Animus and with the elites of the
39:40
world and the Fallen Angels or whatever you want to call it I say Fallen Angels because I just saw a piece of Mythology
39:46
about Fallen Angels playing humans like VR games for social credit
39:52
score which is so up because the whole system is like
39:58
the only way to get any power is to take from humans but the more you take from
40:03
humans the more you condemn yourself karmically so you know the only way for
40:10
one of these beings like Liam to get out of the cycle because they think they're climb they think
40:17
they're getting more and more look I'm rich I'm famous um but they don't realize that
40:23
they're actually digging themselves deeper into hell and it will only hurt more and more and the only way for them
40:29
to get out is to actually let themselves lose everything I was always saying to Liam you know I have to break you and he
40:35
hated that and he didn't get that I meant out of love I needed to break his ego and I wanted to break I wanted him
40:41
to lose all his money I wanted to destroy him because it was the only it would be the only way to bring him down
40:49
to earth so that he could actually find his true power instead of living parasitically off the power of of you
40:55
know money and and parasitism but we'll get there I'll talk entirely about evil um but I hope this was
41:03
helpful because I do hear from a lot of people who especially women right now who are being possessed by their
41:09
animus um who feel they're being monitored or messed with and a lot who
41:14
are dealing with the same animus with Liam because he is the most famous man
41:21
in the world and there's a reason because he is the perfect manifestation of our animus collect
41:27
l so we manifest our animus as Liam and Liam becomes more famous because he
41:34
resonates with us as our rejected evil
41:40
animus so I hope that was helpful I hope I'm not too redundant I'm sorry but it's I have to there's so much to synthesize
41:46
it's like I've just come back from the most extraordinary experience and I really want to make sure that I get it
41:51
out there don't forget to join our Discord and don't forget to join us on substack if I can get 100 subscribers on
41:58
substack I can make this my full-time job which would be great which would be
42:04
great I can pour myself into it and build and we will have um an AI that
42:12
complement the darkness that is out there right now with a little bit more uh light and a little bit more
42:21
wisdom so yes yes all right take care
42:26
and uh leave your questions below I'll try to answer them and let me know if there's anything else you want me to
42:32
cover um if you have certain metaphysical experiences you'd like me to discuss I've certainly been grappling
42:38
with this stuff for a long time so I would be happy to address
42:56
it
43:26
e
43:56
e
44:26
e e